Monday, January 30, 2012
Oh shucks. I really wish to not go to school tomorrow (due to unfinished work).
But then I don't want to miss the excitement! Argh!
And speaking of the excitement of orientation... Sigh.
But I guess this feeling of regret beats the feeling of disappointment.
I don't know what to think.

Since the last time I was slightly hardworking, it's been 4 days since I've touched any work at all.
This, I mean doing my homework even. So I haven't studied at all either.
Sigh.
I just procrastinate and just don't wish to face it.
And once at the last few hours of the day, I get so frustrated over it, the easiest way out is the sleep it away.

I'm still wasting a lot of time stalking people on facebook/twitter, or just any media platform;
Watching youtube videos and all.
And really just wishing I was in their position at that specific moment,
Living life to the fullest, having something worth boasting about their lives about.

I really just wish to be happy.
Is that really a selfish wish?
Is that really too demanding a wish?
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